New E-Book Shares Mother's Journey of Love and Loss

 

Patricia Fitzmaurice`s new e-book The Blue Camaro is a reminder of the way to develop up, love, and ultimately, the lack of her son. In 2013, his son John Fitzmaurice, Jr. he dedicated suicide. Now on the age of eighty-seven, Patricia fulfills her son's promise to inform her tale in order that others can apprehend what it changed into want to lose a toddler to suicide and what her adventure need to were like that caused that decision.

 Blue Camaro does now no longer provide smooth solutions due to the fact they do now no longer exist. To nowadays Patricia nonetheless wonders why her son dedicated suicide. He writes with inside the e-book  the tale of John's childhood, which incorporates his family's many relocations from Pennsylvania to Connecticut to Florida, the beginning of his sister, his love for his dog, his problem in making friends, his industrial endeavors considering he changed into a toddler. age, and the way he stored cash to shop for his first automobile: the Blue Camaro.

 The identify of the e-book suggests what may also were the happiest time in John's life. His new automobile changed into valuable to him as a younger man, and it made him famous. For the primary time, John regarded simply satisfied. If best matters had stayed that manner.

 But John grew up married and divorced. She raised  daughters, however she continually regarded misplaced. At times, her courting together along with her mom changed into a long way from over. Patricia couldn't apprehend why she could now no longer allow him in. She even needed to wait a yr earlier than assembly her first grandchild. She did the entirety in her electricity to assuage his pain and assist him get out of trouble. At times, Patricia needed to assist John financially, imparting housing for him. Sometimes he changed into satisfied while he regarded to prosper and be satisfied.

 In addition to telling John's tale, Patricia stocks her grief while she loses John. He continues to be suffering to discern out how he may want to are becoming to his suicide, and what it need to were like for him to be so sad that he needed to discover a manner out. He offers the reader sour phrases approximately persevering with after the tragedy, acknowledging that even now, the ache continues to be there for him and could by no means move away.

 Blue Camaro concludes the communication with the author. John's 3 sisters additionally inform of a brother they cherished and could continually remember.

 Anyone who has misplaced a toddler — in particular suicide — will discover in Patricia the spirit of the family. Like I said, you can now no longer discover the solutions on this ee-e book, however you'll experience the solidarity of understanding that a person knows what you're going through. In Patricia's braveness to keep after her son's dying and in her choice to speak approximately suicide withinside the family, you can discover comfort, strength, or even purpose.